Not The Responce I Wanted :(

we needed to talk about this... it was best for us all... it isn't good to keep things bottled up. i am just sad with the outcome.... i needed to hear what u thought u dodn't open up... it made me terriably sad. i didn't want u to not talk about it... we weren't tring to make u not wanna talk to us... i am just so sad that that is what it came to... i am sry i just felt like i had to say it... i NEEDED to say it... i would be in a terriable state of mind right now if i didn't... i wasn't the on;y one who agreed... but that isn't thi point to gang up on u... we just needed to say it to make us feel like a weight was lifted. it was but i feel awful now.. and i didn't want that. i am just soo sry if it upsetted u.. we didn't mean to ... honestly welove u very much we just wanted to tell u what we thought and for u to make your own choice from that. not fot u to feel bad.. i am sooo soooo sry i love u very much your friendship means the world to me. i just needed to say it please don't hate me... i just want u to be happy. please know that and keep that in mind WE ALL LOVE YOU VERY VERY MUCH!!! <3


btw.. i am ok feeling better and for the record i didn't bleed just swell and it wasn't very sharp... i am sry if it scared some of u i just.... just felt soooooo low.... it is sooo hard to explain.... i can tell that many of u do live me though and i promise i will talk to one of you amazing people before i do it ever again. i just wanted to let u know that i love u all very much for caring about me when i thought no one did :( Hugs all aroung!! ;P i really needed your support thanks guys :) seriously i owe u big time :)

and those oh u who were worried and tried to communicate to peopele to help i appreciate it and those who got mad about it... i am sure she did it only cos she was worried no need to freak out :)

love u all thanks !!! hope u know that i am sry for saying what i did... i just want to to really be happy